Yuze Shimizu
Full name | Yuze Shimizu |
Pronouns | he / they |
Species | Vampire |
Gender | Nonbinary |
Age | 19 |
Birthday | May 14th, 793 |
Height | 165 cm |
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Color | #afbcb8 |
Birth flower | Columbine flower |
Assigned flower | Snowdrop |
Tarot card | The Hermit |
Gemstone | Moonstone |
Family | ✞ unnamed mother and father unknown older brother |
"So, reciting a nonsense spell, chewing my fingernails, I was waiting."
A young vampire currently staying at the Lazarus estate. It doesn’t appear like he has much to his name, and he is reluctant to share much about himself. In a slightly higher position than regular commoners, but much lower in power than nobles, it’s hard to say where exactly he belongs. He doesn’t say anything about the specifics of his job, either. Because of that (and his gloomy personality), rumors of him being an assassin or a hitman of sorts started circulating among people.
Yuze is a quiet and reserved vampire who currently works at the Lazarus estate. He used to reside there as a child, and was childhood friends with Ange.
Personality
Yuze appears as a cold, distant figure. He values his personal space and is very sensitive to his surroundings; however, he prefers to watch from a distance rather than engage directly. His silent and reserved personality can make it hard for people to approach him, which leads to him not having many friends or acquaintances. He’s rarely outwardly rude to people, but has difficulty expressing his emotions.
He is terribly sensitive and capable of being warm and understanding in his own way. He has a tendency to push people away in fear of being hurt or abandoned. Despite that, he gets worried easily. He prefers to show his affection in actions rather than words. He fears deep bonds and commitment. In return, he also doesn’t expect much from others and is seemingly alright with being treated poorly or unfairly. He has a strongly repressed need for love but denies himself that “privilege,” believing that he doesn’t deserve it.
On the inside, guilt accompanies him in every aspect of his life. Growing up, he started feeling like he doesn’t deserve anything given to him, much less the kindness of others. He's very disconnected from his emotions and usually feels empty inside, probably because of him bottling up his emotions. He does not allow any feelings to surface, being very harsh and demanding of himself in this aspect.
Biography
Early Years
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Story Event 1
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Story Event 2
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Trivia
- His name (湯瀬) means "hot, shallow water."
- He's represented by the wave (🌊) emoji.
- His assigned objects;
- Columbine flower - meaning "decisive victory", foolishness and innocence.
- Snowdrop - symbolizing new beginnings, hope and rebirth.
- Moonstone - symbolizing good luck, hope and healing. It's often linked to the tides, and used for sleeping problems.
- The Hermit (tarot card) - meaning treason and prudence, but also unreasoned caution.
- In some very early character concepts, he was called Azure and Ange.
- His character has a strong connection to the sea. It's one of the very few memories he has of his homeland.
- He made all the clothes he's wearing in his reference himself.
- When tired, he tends to collapse anywhere - doesn't have to be his bed.
- He likes long baths, stargazing and bodies of water; he dislikes technology, spicy food and hot beverages.